Karaoké Stick Season Alanna Maher

As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined you must've

Had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive

Because your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign

Kept on drivin' straight and left our future to the right

Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face

Memories are somethin' even smokin' can't replace

Now I am terrified of weather 'cos I see you when it rains

The doc told me to travel but there's Covid on the planes and I

Love Vermont but it's the season of sticks and I

Saw your mom

She forgot that I existed and it's

Half my fault but I just like to play the victim, I'll drink alcohol 'till my friends come home for Christmas and I'll

Dream each night of some version of you that I might not have but I did not lose, now you're

Tire tracks and one pair of shoes and I'm split in half but that'll have to do

So I thought that if I piled somethin' good on all my bad that I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from Dad

Now I am no longer funny 'cos I miss the way you laugh

You once called me Forever now you still can't call me back and I

Love Vermont but it's the season of sticks and I

Saw your mom

She forgot that I existed and it's

Half my fault but I just like to play the victim, I'll drink alcohol 'till my friends come home for Christmas and I'll

Dream each night of some version of you that I might not have but I did not lose, now you're

Tire tracks and one pair of shoes and I'm split in half but that'll have to do

Oh that'll have to do

My other half was you

I hope this pain's just passin' through but I doubt it

And I

Love Vermont but it's the season of sticks and I

Saw your mom

She forgot that I existed and it's

Half my fault but I just like to play the victim, I'll drink alcohol 'till my friends come home for Christmas and I'll

Dream each night of some version of you that I might not have but I did not lose, now you're

Tire tracks and one pair of shoes and I'm split in half but that'll have to do

Have to do