Karaoké Ghost Badflower

I tried it once before but I didn't get too far

I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart

And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck

But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

Mmh

I tried it once before and

I think I mighta messed up

I struggled with the veins and

I guess I didn't bleed enough

But maybe I'm alive 'cos

I didn't really wanna die

But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak

I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I'll be haunting

All the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut

I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough

And I shoulda told my mother

Mom I love you like a good son

But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak

I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I'll be haunting

All the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be yeah

I tried it once again and

I think I might black out

I shoulda left a letter but

I had nothing to write about

My blood is all around me

I get dizzy if I stand up

The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked

Yeah take the blade away from me

I am a freak

I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I'll be haunting

All the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be

The man that I was meant to be

The man that I was meant to be

This life is overwhelming and

I'm ready for the next one