Karaoké Getting Older Billie Eilish

I'm getting older

I think I'm aging well

I wish someone had told me

I'd be doing this by myself

There's reasons that I'm thankful

There's a lot I'm grateful for

But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door

Which is ironic 'cos the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before

Anyone before

Too bad they're usually deranged

Last week I realized

I crave pity

When I retell a story I make everything sound worse

Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing

And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed

Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest

I was still being ignored

Lying for attention just to get neglection

Now we're estranged

Things I once enjoyed lust keep me employed now

Things I'm longing for someday I'll be bored of

It's so weird that we care so much until we don't

I'm getting older

I got more on my shoulders but I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong

I'm happier than ever

At least that's my endeavor to keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure

'Cos to be honest

I just wish that what I promise would depend on what I'm given

Not on his permission

Wasn't my decision to be abused

Mmh

Things I once enjoyed lust keep me employed now

Mmh mmh

Things I'm longing for

Mmh

Someday I'll be bored of

It's so weird that we care so much until we don't

But next week

I hope I'm somewhere laughing

For anybody asking

I promise I'll be fine

I've had some trauma

Did things I didn't wanna

Was too afraid to tell ya but now I think it's time