Karaoké Understand BoyWithUke

Girl I hope you understand

I wanted to hold your hand but I can't, wanted to be your man back then

And you knew

I fell for you but you just broke my heart in two

I was sad, mad and broken on my bed

Hopin' I get rid of all the voices in my head

I was openin' a packet of an undeveloped med

When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead

And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat

I said I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again

So instead I took my pen and started writin' evidence and when I started makin' sense

I found that I had reached the end

Oh I'm upset, I have no friends

You wanna bet you're just pretend

You're just a pet confined within the lines of writin', you're not shit

I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways

I swear I did

I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived

They were my neighbors razor blades and different flavored pills I hid

Therefore I'm at surely my last straw

I'm so gassed, stuck in the past

I said that

Girl I hope you understand

I wanted to hold your hand but I can't, wanted to be your man back then

And so far I never held you with my arms so it's hard to be the one you aren't with

Instead filled with anxiety

Always was a part of me

Guess I'm not cut out to be

Somebody 'cos it's not me

I'm not used to all the talkin'

Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writin'

Used to cope with all my problems usin' notes and lots of rhymin'

Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me cryin'

I'm not lyin' when I say that I would rather daily go back to the times that I would try and be the guy the people know as

Always fightin' with the demons hidin' far behind my eyelids

On an island full of violence

In my head I had two pilots

Oh the sun don't shine

The skies turn gray

I feel it coursin' through my veins

I said before I'm not okay but you don't listen anyway

You know I tried

You turned away

Straight out lied right to my face

You fucked my life

Ruined my day

But you don't know so I'll say

Nothin' can fill this silence

No one can love like I did

You don't know so I'll say

Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it

So I'll say

Nothin' can fill this silence

No one can love like I did

You don't know so I'll say

Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it

So I'll say

Girl I hope you understand

I wanted to hold your hand but I can't, wanted to be your man back then

And too bad I know

I can't wake up because I've lost my weight and you don't give a fuck about me

This could be a dream

I can't see the things that you see so please oh

Girl I hope you understand

I wanted to hold your hand but I can't, wanted to be your man back then

And you had known and played along, you were my home, I wrote you songs

Now you're dead to me

Effectively removed yourself outside my dreams