Karaoké JOKER Dax

Give me the beat and a mic

Give me the freedom to write

Give me the vision to see my demons and beat 'em at night

Give me the pen and the pad

Give me a couple of stans

Gave you a percentage but

I'm takin' home all of the bag

Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people lovin' me and

Call upon everybody who came before me and tell them to come and inject me with whatever they're smokin' man

I'm sick but I think you know that already

You call me evil but how would you know it unless you live it already

You think you're better right 'cos nobody's seen what you've done in the dark

But if I put your life in this light you would crumble and fight to survive or die

But bitch I fuckin' knew that already

I ain't special

But I specialize in makin' you feel especially stupid for judgin' a human

While you sit at home and the whole world can't watch what you're doin' or follow and hate all your movements

I ain't complainin' but I know the people who do it are sicker than me and I'm sick enough

I just might lose it

Ya you think you know me 'cos you double-tap on a picture

I hate the fact that you judge me

It's drivin' me crazy so when it's too deep I say Fuck it and drown in some liquor

I write these verses in blood

I got chapters for days 'cos my heart is a biblical scripture

And I ain't a prophet but I can predict that you'll never catch happiness 'till you're the pitcher

So please continue to laugh if I'm a clown you're a circus act

When I rap it's in a surgeon's mask

'Cos I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion from first to last

Then cut back with a message that's hidden in melody makin' them think and ask

If I was the one on the table pushin', givin' birth to rap

Maybe it was me

Maybe you like all my music but don't really actually love me

Maybe you just want a picture

Maybe you just wanna see me 'cos you need some money

Maybe you think that I'm happy

Maybe you think in reality likin' my post is repairin' a hole when it's actually shakin' and cuttin' the soul right out of me

I think I'm sick

I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic

I got a problem

I'm in the studio rappin' while this girl is suckin' my dick

She cut a hole in my heart

Now I fill it with women who love me 'cos they think I'm rich

And if I be honest

I just told a bitch that I care but I really do not give a shit

So what's your excuse

What helps you sleep

You leave a negative comment not knowin' what you sow you will reap

I bet you smile when you post

Thinkin' you're hurtin' me

But you see

The way the brain works you become what you speak

I need peace

But y'all can't offer that huh

I held my ground

I didn't sell my soul

I said Fuck the fame

Y'all can take that offer back

Fuck a shelf

You can't take me off the rack

All the fame is not worth the heart attack

You're insane, you're in pain

I can tell by what you're sayin' but

My bad

I forgot you were fragile

I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an asshole

I forgot that I'm the villain

I forgot that I've always spread positivity but you think I didn't

I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence

I forgot I'm better off alone

I forgot I care for everyone's happiness but forget about my own

I forgot I spend every wakin' second on my phone

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Come and join my circus

I'm recruitin'

I'm taking everyone who passes judgement bitch

That's includin'

Everyone who thinks it's so amusin' to put me down while I'm pursuin'

The keyboard warriors that live online behind a screen that's just an illusion

Come, come, come

Come join my circus

You fuckin' pricks

I'll fuck you 'till you love me then pay you to do some tricks

I don't need a doctor

I need a bag of nails and bricks to lay down on the floor

So if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt when you tried to come sink my ship

Let me explain

You all help me financially gain

But I spend my money on mental health books and read them just to control all my pain

I don't wear clothes but bought this chain and just like you this chain is fake

I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my fuckin' face

What'd you expect

Did you think I was immune to what you were sayin' and didn't see all of the disrespect

Do you think I'm not human

Have no feelings

Or maybe you think

I'm fuckin' weak

And now I'm pleadin'

Maybe you think

I'm just too good and that I'm fuckin' cheatin'

Or maybe

Just maybe you're blind and the hate inside your heart

Clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme

Even though we all know

I'm one of the best of all time

Or maybe you're just a fuckin' bitch and I can't

Fuh

Stop comparin' me to people who are not in my league

Stop sayin' I don't believe in God just because you can't read

Stop makin' fake profiles so you can spam my feed

I'm not alone

I know there's millions out there just like me

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