Karaoké That's on Me Ed Sheeran

Is this just gettin' older

I can't get away from this rain

I'm startin' to think that it's me

And I wanna just create things but the longer it takes

I feel drained

Can't remember a day

I've been sober

Not in a place to take blame

Any more weight I might break

Tell me do you feel the same

Guess we all go the same way

I'm in a bit of a mess here

I count to ten and I hope to disappear

I never did my homework

Could I have been more than this

Findin' a way to exist

Within a world with no risk

Forcin' a shoe that won't fit

I spend most the days stoned and makin' excuses for it

Sayin' It helped to write this

But on the real I'm tight-lipped

Shootin' the shot that I'll miss

And it's so far from near

Why the hell am I still here

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

And I know that it will be alright

And if it's not then we're fucked aren't we

I can't help myself but cry every time that I realize

Maybe I'll never find my smile

But who's to blame

Well that's on me

Well that's on me

Well that's on me

Now that the weather is colder nothin' is maskin' this pain

The summer was here but won't stay

And we are inside like all day regrettin' the things that we say

And it takes a toll yeah

The conversation won't end

Bein' a rock for your friends

Cracks in the surface don't mend

We only break, we don't bend

And you'd think it was so clear but I can't see nothin' but the fear

I'm feelin' so bloated

Thinkin' a salad won't do

Might as well open up two

Lockin' myself in my room

Hopin' that this'll end soon

And no one will notice what I will put myself through 'cos they will hate themselves too

Isn't it mad what we do

Pretendin' to win but just lose

And it's so far from near

Why the hell am I still here

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

And I know that it will be alright

And if it's not then we're fucked aren't we

I can't help myself but cry every time that I realize

Maybe I'll never find my smile

But who's to blame

Well that's on me

Well that's on me

Well that's on me

Too many things on my mind to process moments of life

There's some days I lose my drive then some can't control the fire

I'm aware that things take time but I'm not a patient guy

Maybe if I wait I'll find resemblance of peace of mind

This is just gettin' older

Runnin' away from our past

Knowin' the calm it won't last

Bein' a mouse in this grass

Feelin' the snakes behind us and

I'm searchin' for closure but nothin' is healin' these scars

When I open up they just laugh

Sayin' if they had just half then nothin' would ever be dark

Is it New me, new year or just the same old blue sphere

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

And I know that it will be alright

And if it's not then we're fucked aren't we

I can't help myself but cry every time that I realize

Maybe I'll never find my smile

But who's to blame

Well that's on me

Well that's on me

Well that's on me

Well that's on me