Karaoké Slow Ruin (I Don't Know How to Leave Him) Jada Monroe

Mmh mmh

He never raised his hand never raised his voice just quietly removed every other choice

Like a house that leans so slow you don't notice 'till the rain

First it was my friends then it was my pride then the woman I kept locked up inside

Just a little every morning 'till there wasn't much to come

Now I'm standing in this kitchen in a life

I don't recognize

Keep reaching for the door handle hand just falls back to my side

Don't know how to leave him don't know how to stay

He broke me down so gently

I just learned to call it okay

Lost myself so slowly in the wrong man's hands

Lord, I don't know how to leave him but I'm trying to understand

The scary part ain't him the scary part is me

Scared there ain't enough left to ever be free

So I make his plate turn down the bed

And carry all the living

I should have left instead

I don't know how to leave him don't know how to stay

He broke me down so gently

I just learned to call it okay

Lost myself so slowly in the wrong man's hands

Lord, I don't know how to leave him but I'm trying to understand

He never hit me never had to just woke up one day

In a borrowed life mmh slow ruin

Mmh slow ruin