Karaoké Small Lauren Spencer-Smith

I've been holdin' my stomach in for so long

Don't even notice I'm doin' it anymore

I work out hard seven days a week but I don't feel any differently

I wonder if I'll ever change

I don't think I can live this way

I wake up hatin' my body

Scared that there's nothin' that'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter

Hate bein' hungry when I go to sleep

Bitin' my tongue so much it's gonna bleed

I'm killin' myself but I don't think it's helpin' at all

Tryin' to be small

Oh oh oh

Walk over me and I take it so politely 'cos I still care what they think and if they like me

I used to smile and show my teeth

Now I don't smile at anything

I wonder if I'll ever change

I

I don't wanna be this way

I wake up hatin' my body

Scared that there's nothin' that'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter

Hate bein' hungry when I go to sleep

Bitin' my tongue so much it's gonna bleed

I'm killin' myself but I don't think it's helpin' at all

Tryin' to be

Everything that makes me sad

A therapist, a punchin' bag

Wish I could eat and not feel bad

Swear I'm gonna scream

No one's ever listenin' and they don't care it's killin' me

As long as I can fuckin' sing then life is a dream

But I wake up hatin' my body

Scared that there's nothin' that'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter

Hate bein' hungry when I go to sleep

Bitin' my tongue so much it's gonna bleed

I'm killin' myself but I don't think it's helpin' at all

I'm killin' myself but I don't think it's healthy at all

Tryin' to be small