Karaoké Intrusive Thoughts Natalie Jane

I'm historically heartbroken

Drownin' in my own emotions

One minute away from breakin' down, down, down, I'm

Always leavin' empty-handed

No one wants a heart that's damaged

Only know a love that lets me down, down, down

Oh starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts

What if I never find anybody to love or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up

'Cos I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Hoo ooh what if I get to heaven and it's not even real and I die before tellin' you how I really feel

'Cos it feels like hell and I just can't help but think that maybe love's not for me

If you don't look too closely you can't even tell I'm lonely even though it keeps me up at night, night, night, I

Try to keep myself distracted but I got all these awful habits of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind

Oh starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts

Woah what if I never find anybody to love or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up

'Cos I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah ooh ooh ooh ho

What if I get to heaven and it's not even real and I die before tellin' you how I really feel

'Cos it feels like hell and I just can't help but think maybe love's not for me

Ooh ooh ooh

Maybe love's not for me

Ho oh oh oh oh

Maybe love's not for me

Ooh

Maybe love's not for me

For me, for me, for me

Maybe love's not for me