Karaoké FEAR NF

Hello darkness my old friend

Hello

Knockin' at my door again

Beggin' me to come outsi-ide

Let you back into my life

Now usually I'd be strong enough to lock the doors and keep 'em shut

But not today

I'm desperate

Desperate

So go ahead and come on in

So go ahead and come on in

So go ahead and come on in

OCD is worse than ever

Hands are bleedin'

Maybe I should take the pills

Don't

Know what's goin' on with me

Some days I actually think

I might be schizo-

-Phrenic, prolly not but even writin' this is makin' me begin to spiral

Oh God

Made a promise to myself

I wouldn't let the fear back in but then I did though

Told the world that I was sick of runnin' then went back to runnin'

What a jo-oke

Disappointed, yeah me too

I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough

Guess not

It's the same song and dance

You've all seen it before

Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor

Every decision made isn't mine anymore

Like a puppet with strings

I just don't have a choice

What's the truth, what's a lie

Help me God, help me Lord

Face your fears, dry your eyes

Grandma died, what's the point

Lost the keys, lost my hope

Lost my will, lost my joy

Lost a friend, lost my home

Lost my faith, lost my voice

Standin' back watchin' my mansion burn to ash while I

Hold the gas can askin' God if

He started this fire

Is this what You wanted

Is this what You wanted

Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life just to lay them to rest

Is this what You wanted

Is this what You wanted

Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is

Is this what You wanted

On the verge, on the edge

Is this what You wanted

Petrified, scared to death

Is this what You wanted

Prayin' to God, desperate

Is this what You wanted

What You wanted

Is this what You wanted

Hangin' on by a thread

Is this what You wanted

Empty heart, nothin' left

Is this what You wanted

Breakin' down, spiralin'

Is this what You wanted

What You wanted

Is this what You wanted

Standin' back watchin' my mansion

Is this what You wanted

Is this what You wanted burn to ash while I

Is this what You wanted

What You wanted

Is this what You wanted

Hold the gas can askin' God If

Is this what You wanted

Is this what You wanted

He started this fire

Is this what You wanted

What You wanted