Karaoké Rät Penelope Scott

I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill God

They make technology

High quality

Complex physiological

Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good

They taught me everything just like a daddy should

And you were beautiful and vulnerable and power and success

God damn I fell for you

Your flamethrowers

Your tunnels and your tech

I studied code because I wanted to do somethin' great like you and the real tragedy is half of it was true

But we've been fuckin' mean

We're elitist

We're as flawed as any church

And this faux-rad

West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth

I bit the apple 'cos I trusted you

It tastes like Thomas Malthus

Your proposal is immodest and insane

And I hope someday Selmers rides her fuckin' train

I loved you, I loved you

I loved you it's true

I wanted to be you and do what you do

I lived here, I loved here

I thought it was true

I feel so stupid and so used

I feel so used

I was your baby, your firstborn

The hot girl in your comp-sci class

And I was Darwin's prep school dream

Bred, born and raised to kick your ass

I fell for circuit boards

Rocket ships

Pictures of the stars

If you could only be what you pretend you are

When I said take me to the moon

I never meant take me alone

I thought if mankind toured the sky it meant that all of us could go

But I don't wanna see the stars if they're just one more piece of land

For us to colonize

For us to turn to sand

'Cos we're so fuckin' mean

We're so elitist

We're as fucked as any church

And this bullshit

West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth

I bit the apple 'cos I loved you and why would you lie

And then I realized you're just as naïve as I am

Oh you're so traumatized it makes me wanna cry

You dumb bitch

I loved you, I loved you

I loved you it's true

I wanted to be you and do what you do

I lived here, I loved here

I bought it it's true

I'm so embarrassed

I feel abused

Well I don't wanna eat the rich

I'd have to eat my heroes first

And my tuition's paid by blood

I might deserve your fate or worse

But I don't need your God damn money

I don't need jack shit from you

So when I speak you bet your life my words are true

Let me level with you man as someone guilty of the game

I took the help, I took the cash

I would've taken your last name

So if any girl on Earth should get to make a call about this it should be me and as I see it you're a dick

So fuck your tunnels

Fuck your cars

Fuck your rockets

Fuck your cars again

You promised you'd be Tesla but you're just another Edison

'Cos Tesla broke a patent

All you ever broke were hearts

I can't believe you tore humanity apart

With the very same machines that could have been our brand new start

And the worst part is

I loved you, I loved you

I loved you it's true

And sometimes I feel like

I still fuckin' do

I lived here, I loved here

I bought it it's true

I'm so embarrassed

I feel abused

I feel so used

I feel so used

Take me to the moon

'Cos I feel so used

I feel so used

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