Karaoké Funeral Phoebe Bridgers

I'm singin' at a funeral tomorrow for a kid a year older than me

And I've been talkin' to his dad

It makes me so sad

When I think too much about it

I can't breathe

And I have this dream where

I'm screamin' underwater while my friends are all wavin' from the shore

And I don't need you to tell me what that means

I don't believe in that stuff anymore

Jesus Christ

I'm so blue all the time

And that's just how I feel

Always have and I always will

I always have and always will

I have a friend I call when I've bored myself to tears

And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves but then we laugh until it disappears

And last night I blacked out in my car and I woke up in my childhood bed

Wishin' I was someone else

Feelin' sorry for myself when I remembered someone's kid is dead

Jesus Christ

I'm so blue all the time

And that's just how I feel

Always have and I always will

I always have and always will

And it's four A.M. again

And I'm doin' nothin'

Again