Karaoké Chaotic Tate McRae

I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere

But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared

And I can't stand my friends right now

We got nothing in common

But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

You said it looks like I've been going through hell

How did you know

How could you tell

Ask me to explain myself

Well

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

A foot on the brake 'cos it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me

Growing up is chaotic

Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him

It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts

Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate

Don't think I'll do that again

No

You said it looks like I've been going through hell

How did you know

How could you tell

Ask me to explain myself

Well

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

A foot on the brake 'cos it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me

Growing up is chaotic

And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head

But I can't help it

No I can't help it

Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again

Goddamn I felt it

I really felt it

Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head

But I can't help it

No I can't help it

Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget

But damn I felt it

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

Foot on the brake 'cos it's making me carsick

How could you blame me