Karaoké It's Been So Long The Living Tombstone

I don't know what I was thinking

Leaving my child behind

Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind

With all this anger, guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever

I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

Is this revenge I am seeking or seeking someone to avenge me

Stuck in my own paradox

I wanna set myself free

Maybe I should to chase and find before they'll try to stop it

It won't be long before

I'll become a puppet

It's been so long since I last have seen my son

Lost to this monster

To the man behind the slaughter

Since you've been gone

I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder the sanity of your mother

I wish I lived in the present with the gift of my past mistakes but the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

Your sweet little eyes

Your little smile is all I remember

Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

Justification is killing me but killing isn't justified

What happened to my son

I'm terrified

It lingers in my mind, and the thought keeps on getting bigger

I'm sorry my sweet baby

I wish I'd been there

It's been so long since I last have seen my son

Lost to this monster

To the man behind the slaughter

Since you've been gone

I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder the sanity of your mother